a part of me will always be with u...

just want to post this..

Every end marks a new beginning. Every "goodbye" means a new "hello"???

dear there...
so much happen.
>> at 23th november, finally i called him. i cried. i tell him i wont let him go. but he said " klo di paksakan bwt apa?". then i got what he want.

>> at 26th november, i late sent him a b'day message.
d draft at my email can't send from my cellphone. then he said "telat 24 jam.."



>> at 30th november, i met with rama.
yes he is.. d one that always can made think about him a couple days even months after i met him.
at that time,,,after we had a lycheee float, and accompaining him find a map, i said i wont go home. then we had a lil trip.
at that time, suddenly i thinked abt him. then i scream. i asked him 2 hold my hand.

he knows what to do...
he brings me to the jalan tol.
then finally we r out from jalan tol, n eady to enter in pintu tol clg timur.
i asked to straight the street to jalan lingkar selatan.
at that time, i see him with a datar face.
n he said " mau tiduran?"
n i said yes..

he knows what 2 do...

becos of is too late too nite, we decided 2 puter balik jalan.
he looks at the clock n said " pulang yuk..."
i said "i wont... i feel save here.."
then he moved d car the d edge of d street. he touch my face, my hair.. made me feel save.. feel better..

he knows what to do...

then he said "puter sekali lagi trus pulang yah.."
i dont say anything..

again.. he knows what to do

n the end of the trip, i asked him 2 accompaining me 2 change my status at facebook to a single.

dear there...
am i right? of what i did?

dear there...
that funny feelings already comes again.
tough how hard i refuse 2 admit it, but here,,,in my blog, im telling d truth of what i feel.

dear there... is it true d tittle of this blog?
then what am i gonna do?

dear there..
i want him..
but why do my heart says he is unreachable?

everyword that came out from his lips always made me scared.
i dont know why...

dear there...
i miss him...


rama...
do u know that everytime we met, a couple days even a months after, it is hard 2 let u go from my head?

rama...
do you know that every single thing that u did always damn right?
u know what to do..

rama...
do u know that i have a funny feelings about u?


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