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oke, jadi apa alesan putus yang tepat sebenernya selain :


# tujuan aku kesini kerja!!!

# ibu ga setuju

# cari jodoh yg deket aja

ataaaaaaauuu...

#kamu terlalu baek bwt aku

DANG!!!



BASI!!! MADINGNYA SIAP TERBIT!!

canceled!!

ga jadi de ja vu.

YEAAAAY!!!

alhamdulillah.. sesuatu terjadi mlm ini. hari ini aku selamat.

trimakasih Tuhanku.. :)

selamat ulang tahun

i felt like de ja vu.

i already in this fuckin damn situation, n there's nothing i could do.

malam itu, 2 taun yg lalu, moment yg sama, gw mengacaukan semuanya.

dan itu terjadi lagi di hari ini.

6 april 2011. moment yang sama. gw mengacaukan semuanya.

gw bahkan ga berani berharap gw bisa mengucapkannya secara langsung di hari ini.

cuma lagu ini yang hadir berkelebat dibenak gw.

lagu yang sama yang pernah gw pakai untuk moment yang sama.

MAAF..

hairstyle

lately, i just love trying something new with my hair.
the simple, easy n i can do it myself. here they are..

first is the easier n i always did when i got a bad hair :p










these are quite hard, but will make u look preety




ooh.. u also can try this one..


try it n be preety.. :)

i'm in love

Jum'at, 26 November 2010

Dear there..



this person totally made me sick!
made me can not consentrate.
made me being somebody else.
made me break the rules.

gosh..
why am i being like this?
why sud i feel like this?
ada apa dgn dia?
dan ada apa dgn gw?

i feel so happy if i near him..
padahal gw ga tau, does he feels the same?

but i know one thing..



i'm in love..

a part of me will always be with u...

just want to post this..

Every end marks a new beginning. Every "goodbye" means a new "hello"???

dear there...
so much happen.
>> at 23th november, finally i called him. i cried. i tell him i wont let him go. but he said " klo di paksakan bwt apa?". then i got what he want.

>> at 26th november, i late sent him a b'day message.
d draft at my email can't send from my cellphone. then he said "telat 24 jam.."



>> at 30th november, i met with rama.
yes he is.. d one that always can made think about him a couple days even months after i met him.
at that time,,,after we had a lycheee float, and accompaining him find a map, i said i wont go home. then we had a lil trip.
at that time, suddenly i thinked abt him. then i scream. i asked him 2 hold my hand.

he knows what to do...
he brings me to the jalan tol.
then finally we r out from jalan tol, n eady to enter in pintu tol clg timur.
i asked to straight the street to jalan lingkar selatan.
at that time, i see him with a datar face.
n he said " mau tiduran?"
n i said yes..

he knows what 2 do...

becos of is too late too nite, we decided 2 puter balik jalan.
he looks at the clock n said " pulang yuk..."
i said "i wont... i feel save here.."
then he moved d car the d edge of d street. he touch my face, my hair.. made me feel save.. feel better..

he knows what to do...

then he said "puter sekali lagi trus pulang yah.."
i dont say anything..

again.. he knows what to do

n the end of the trip, i asked him 2 accompaining me 2 change my status at facebook to a single.

dear there...
am i right? of what i did?

dear there...
that funny feelings already comes again.
tough how hard i refuse 2 admit it, but here,,,in my blog, im telling d truth of what i feel.

dear there... is it true d tittle of this blog?
then what am i gonna do?

dear there..
i want him..
but why do my heart says he is unreachable?

everyword that came out from his lips always made me scared.
i dont know why...

dear there...
i miss him...


rama...
do u know that everytime we met, a couple days even a months after, it is hard 2 let u go from my head?

rama...
do you know that every single thing that u did always damn right?
u know what to do..

rama...
do u know that i have a funny feelings about u?


Tuhan... apa yang harus ku lakukan dgn perasaan ini?